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(no subject) [Aug. 18th, 2005|10:24 pm]

like a natural disaster

thats when I asked her

"cause" was the answer

of course, to every question 



(no subject) [Mar. 3rd, 2005|06:08 pm]
there you go, there you went.
pointing your finger at someone else again.

you just like to make bad, even worse.
and of course, I'm the curse
that you're blaming away

you are not happy w/ me
and I can see that

all you do is complain all day long
until the sun is gone

no matter how good it could get

appologizing means nothing
cause you know what your doing
your driving me crazy

(no subject) [May. 16th, 2004|11:48 am]
As far as my eyes can see
There are Shadows approaching me
And to those I left behind
I wanted you to Know
You've always shared my deepest thoughts
You follow where I go

And oh when I'm old and wise
Bitter words mean little to me
Autumn Winds will blow right through me
And someday in the mist of time
When they asked me if I knew you
I'd smile and say you were a friend of mine
And the sadness would be Lifted from my eyes
Oh when I'm old and wise
As far as my Eyes can see
There are shadows surrounding me
And to those I leave behind
I want you all to know
You've always Shared my darkest hours
I'll miss you when I go

And oh, when I'm old and wise
Heavy words that tossed and blew me
Like Autumn winds that will blow right through me
And someday in the mist of time
When they ask you if you knew me
Remember that You were a frined of mine
As the final curtain falls before my eyes
Oh when I'm Old and wise

As far as my eyes can see

(no subject) [May. 5th, 2004|09:22 pm]
I naglected to listen
inspite of just cause
idea of such a finish
tricks of a cliffhanger heart
fooled by manniquins and friends alike
I know to be fake right from the very start
and I'll be fooled again
I just love the way you play the part
could you say it one more time
but please promise me before you sorry
a love of
wishing it was
is never enough
so low from above
could be called up

in regardes [Apr. 21st, 2004|02:30 pm]
He'll be dead by morning
or was he ever alive
to all of your friends
and all of their lies
before this afternoon dreading a lonely night
leaving as a memory of wrong feeling so right
who proves there's love to loose
despite what just might take flight
he'll keep it inside
though there's no sense to hide
only to give up this fight
belittling blink of ambition
he could not stop death
though life has failed to be mentioned
in regardes to his last breath

(no subject) [Apr. 15th, 2004|04:11 pm]
I lied to you
cause that's how our love was true
but I swear
I have love to share
isn't love what you want?
might aswell, meant to be or never
I have had all three
aren't you alone in your heart?
maybe even as lonely as me
you'll never give up trying to think of
cause you'll never learn to give up on love
you'll never give up trying to jinx us
love is the only thing worth sharing
only love can make you stop caring
so somehow it is hardly worth bearing
I wish I could make us care
all I want to do is care
but love always seems to lead us elsewhere

Take into Account [Apr. 6th, 2004|03:14 pm]
he didn't look so good once nothing else cound go on
lots of folk heardhim talk but only knew him throw him song
sweet voices made love lost lyrics love again
isn't that why he wrote them

but I can't help symbolizing the idea
trying to make us feel
an army of images vs. my love battlefield

an images made of what lies that can kill
so I've left myself behind
they said they don't like the way I'm wish it way real
they think I'm not enough
or perhap too much

had to do w/ being amazed at how quickly people will invade your space
just because your not like them and don't deal w/ thing the same way
as if they know what I ought to do
what I want is just a waste
but if you can't stand "being you" then drugs are great for a little while..

gotta go

(no subject) [Mar. 14th, 2004|01:16 pm]
pure beauty but kind of dirty
after believing
tell me what you are seeing
what's your reason for leaving?
you have nothing to hold that is like me
nothing like me

where am I? [Mar. 10th, 2004|01:15 pm]
[feeling |crushed]
[music? |Neil Young - Only Love Can Break Your Heart]

Well I am up in New York staying in Brooklyn. fun. I am going out to the city right now but I am sick of everything.

I miss my mom and brother.

(no subject) [Feb. 18th, 2004|05:26 pm]
workin' fallini's cafe, rocking w/ rod, writing a lot, looking good.

same foo foo stuff.

ya heard ma?

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